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Aaaahhh
- Aug 21, 2024
- 26
Do you just ever get confused about when's the right time to die? I was supposed to be gone since august but things didn't work out and now I'm still here.
I was planning on doing it next month but then a close friend suddenly reminded me of their birthday on the same month. It's troubling me too much. I can't decide whether I should follow through with it or not. I care too much about them however I just can't find it within me to last another year. I'm just idly breathing while waiting for the deadline to come while at the same time preparing for their birthday. This isn't even something that upsetting yet I'm already exhausted.
I was planning on doing it next month but then a close friend suddenly reminded me of their birthday on the same month. It's troubling me too much. I can't decide whether I should follow through with it or not. I care too much about them however I just can't find it within me to last another year. I'm just idly breathing while waiting for the deadline to come while at the same time preparing for their birthday. This isn't even something that upsetting yet I'm already exhausted.