cali22♡

cali22♡

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Nov 11, 2023
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I am in the process of ending my entire social life. . .

Due to my depression, I am no longer able to continue this life. . .

People who oppress me for years, people who bully me or people who shouldn't be people. . .

I'm going to give myself a break now, which I deserve, I'm not going to do anything anymore. . .

People who know me on the forum know that I'm currently having problems with my boss. . . He's the kind of person who would rather be an animal than a human because you don't need that. . .

He is one of the people who is currently destroying my mental health the most. . I don't understand why he can't let me live in peace. . . What the hell do you want from me I don't like you I hate you I don't want to have anything to do with you why are you forcing me to work for you. . .

As I've already mentioned, I'm going to take some time off and won't leave the house for a few months. . Just for shopping maybe

I just want to live in peace


Please take care of yourselves and make sure you don't have anything to do with people like that, just do what you want to do. . . if you don't feel like doing something then don't do it it will only fuck you more and in the end you will get NOTHING out of it


Thank you

I love you
What I have to add is that he has never thanked me for my work

I always told him the current status and he always just said

"Oki"

And gave me the next task straight away. . .

Don't get me wrong

I know it's normal working life but this bastard just won't leave me in peace and doesn't know how to deal with people
 
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EgoBrained

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Sep 25, 2024
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Good luck with the little vacation! A few months sounds about the right time, a word of caution I have is that the longer you go beyond that, the harder it will become to reintegrate; too long and you might find yourself at the point of no return.
 
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wondering&wandering

wondering&wandering

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Hey there, just wanted to say that I can relate, and I'm sorry this is happening. :/

You do deserve a break, and it sounds like stepping away will do good for your mental health. However, like @EgoBrained said, be careful that you don't completely fall out of the loop. Maybe try to keep some small part of your social life if you can help it.

I had a similar thing happen, and now I've had no social life for years. It's hard (for me at least) to get back in it. A lot of bitterness came from it, and I'm just now starting to throw that away.

Breaks in moderation are great, but I'd say don't end your entire social life if you can help it.
 
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Hero Remeer

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Sep 22, 2024
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Retire from that job, in the end you couldn't be better off while you're there from what you say
It's good that you're taking a break, but it's not necessary to eliminate all social life, as long as you always have those who are really your friends nearby, in the end one always needs contact with others, it seems to be a human necessity
Regards, be well and a hug
 
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cali22♡

cali22♡

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Nov 11, 2023
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Hey there, just wanted to say that I can relate, and I'm sorry this is happening. :/

You do deserve a break, and it sounds like stepping away will do good for your mental health. However, like @EgoBrained said, be careful that you don't completely fall out of the loop. Maybe try to keep some small part of your social life if you can help it.

I had a similar thing happen, and now I've had no social life for years. It's hard (for me at least) to get back in it. A lot of bitterness came from it, and I'm just now starting to throw that away.

Breaks in moderation are great, but I'd say don't end your entire social life if you can help it.
The thing is that I don't want to end it forever but only for a certain time until I am out of the clinic and can then start again. . .
 

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