izzyisgoingtodie
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- Jul 2, 2022
- 11
this isnt like other times
when something happened that would send me into a depressive spiral, whether it was something serious or something minor
i would be extremely emotional, barely able to keep myself together. crying screaming that i wanted to die over nothing
but now that my medication blunts my emotions i dont get like this anymore
now i KNOW that suicide is the right choice for me and there is nothing that will change that
im going to jump in front of a train on monday
no i dont care about what the driver sees
when something happened that would send me into a depressive spiral, whether it was something serious or something minor
i would be extremely emotional, barely able to keep myself together. crying screaming that i wanted to die over nothing
but now that my medication blunts my emotions i dont get like this anymore
now i KNOW that suicide is the right choice for me and there is nothing that will change that
im going to jump in front of a train on monday
no i dont care about what the driver sees