Emetephobia issues

[progirlfailure]

I've been trying to get myself to throw up since just fasting feels too irritating and I want food to stop the hunger, but every time I try to throw it back up I just get scared after some gagging and tearing up. Does anyone have any tips to help me get over my fear?

 

[theboy]

relate better to your food intake, but why do you induce vomiting? Do you want to lose weight or something?

 

[progirlfailure]

relate better to your food intake, but why do you induce vomiting? Do you want to lose weight or something?

it's partially to lose weight but also because I also just don't like feeling full it makes me feel gross

 

[theboy]

it's partially to lose weight but also because I also just don't like feeling full it makes me feel gross

I had an eating disorder in the past and now I am obsessing about food again. I recommend not inducing vomiting. In the end, it will hurt your stomach in the long run.