PrincessInWhite
I just want to sell out my funeral
- Feb 21, 2019
- 640
i am being forced to make the decision to go soon, and I don't want to. I am SO SAD!! I wish I could have courage and grace leaving because my life isn't even bearable anymore, I don't enjoy anything anymore, there are no plans left for the future.
But I think of my loved ones and all the stupid stuff I used to enjoy about life and it makes me sob and fight and cling harder even though nothing is left!! NONE of it is enjoyable anymore. The small trips to the store, new music, walks outside. NOTHING.
I need to find the courage to let go for once in my life. I need to accept this.
If anyone is around tonight to chat about this I'd truly appreciate it.
Much love,
Princess <3
But I think of my loved ones and all the stupid stuff I used to enjoy about life and it makes me sob and fight and cling harder even though nothing is left!! NONE of it is enjoyable anymore. The small trips to the store, new music, walks outside. NOTHING.
I need to find the courage to let go for once in my life. I need to accept this.
If anyone is around tonight to chat about this I'd truly appreciate it.
Much love,
Princess <3