AttachedSweets
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- Apr 16, 2023
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I've been in the psych ward for three weeks and have been off for some time now. I think I'm just losing my mind. I've been trying to kill myself since I was 11 which is so funny to me.
I'm surprised that no matter how much I wish someone would just stab me or for a drunk driver to slam into my aching body, absolutely nothing happens. All of the attempts I had over the years were just a waste of time, and just embarrassing. It's why I'm so numb. I just laugh it off now everytime I try to kill myself.
I feel like that one ridiculous cartoon character I've seen from a comic (and absolutely hate) who keeps trying to kill himself and fails everytime.
This post is very unorganized and I'm just spitting emo shit atp. I just find the whole situation funny and embarrassing.
I'm surprised that no matter how much I wish someone would just stab me or for a drunk driver to slam into my aching body, absolutely nothing happens. All of the attempts I had over the years were just a waste of time, and just embarrassing. It's why I'm so numb. I just laugh it off now everytime I try to kill myself.
I feel like that one ridiculous cartoon character I've seen from a comic (and absolutely hate) who keeps trying to kill himself and fails everytime.
This post is very unorganized and I'm just spitting emo shit atp. I just find the whole situation funny and embarrassing.
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