For me: I don't hold any feelings of ill will, (n)or animosity against my family. Nothing like that... In fact, quite the opposite; so, it's always just about... not being--or having been, or felt "capable," I guess~ of saying all of the things I've needed to say. And in such a way, that would make it be 'complete,' at least to me. Really though, it's going to come as no big-shocker, to anyone. In short, if I could/I would. . .