Discussion Ego is nature telling you why you should exist

[Surai]

You can't go a day without. Thinking of all the moments you can't forget. Of all the things I wish I had forgotten. If only I could forget it all. I don't want to live. Not because I don't want to live. But because this world was not like I had hoped. Ego is nature screaming into each of our heads. It is nature sneering letting us know who is in charge. Of any thought of a soul. Is hidden behind a well thought out mask built by nature. The cunning ruler of them all. Of all living beings. Is nature thinly veiled for humans. Who try their very hardest to be something they are not. If only we could have had a heaven on earth. A world where there were only such thing as a soul. Where ego never resides. Do I think we could have never wanted to die. But thank death for this escape from this sad, depressing existence trying to best the other and feeling bested by others. In such a carnal way. This primordial truth that tears at each one of us. From the inside out. Ripping and tearing at our beating hearts. As a reminder. That nature rules is. And death a reminder that we can finally get out. I wish I was already out. I can wish and wish and wish, I think we won't really know until we are a part of it.