effort

[cantdecidenameeven]

feels like i have to excel thrice the effort for the same results as everyone else. giving up feels inevitable despite my desperate discipline that's wavering

 

[NutOrat]

I feel this so much! I know it's probably not true, but sometimes it really feels like I have "extra weights" put on everything, how else do you explain that things others do with relative ease feel fucking impossible? You're not alone. Also it's not just extra effort, but a lot of extra time needed for everything, thus more effort. I'm like 3 times slower at everything than anyone I know, maybe except my grandma.