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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
How is it? The feeling of MDMA? And how is aftermath?
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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It feels like this:
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Aftermath:
digital art remix GIF by Lvstvcrv
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Wasnt Lisa Simpson on Antidepressiva?
Isnt the difference between antidepressiva aSSRI and MDMA that zhey only block reuptake while MDMA makes release?
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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Absolutely brilliant, until the next day(and the comedown gets worse the older you get). Used to do E's alot when i were younger.
 
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Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
What about microdosing mdma?
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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What about microdosing mdma?

I've never tried pure MDMA powder, it wa E tablets i used to take. Its alot cleaner and meant to be good stuff lol. I don't know about using it as medication, I have seen a program where they were giving it to an ex soldier for PTSD though.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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I don't know about that, all i know is i dabbled with it when younger and had some epic times on it!!!
 
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
arent all drug, antidepressiva and antipsychotics neurotoxic?
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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Not a clue to be fair. i just did a google search and it says MDMA has the potential to act as an antidepressant. but apart from that i'm no expert. I just used to use it to get high. In regards to the neurotoxin part, if it is mixed with a widely prescribed SSRI it can have a n effect on the central nervous system.

I got that info from googling it though!!!!
 
Curiousoutlook

Curiousoutlook

Born Alone, Die Alone.
May 9, 2021
84
you pretty much feel like the happiest person alive and want to dance and such. Once you come down, you'll feel like shit. You'll be super dehydrated. There are supplement you can take a few days before to lessen your comedown effect afterward. Doing one day of mdma will pretty much get rid of all your serotonin so if you pop another pill the next day, you won't get as much effect like the day before.
 
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TooConscious

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2020
1,151
Dkes anyone think they could ctb while rolling?
Unfortunately it makes you have no fear especially when your a fairly strong person.
Someone could come at you with a chainsaw and torture kit and you'd be thinking you could talk them down because they weren't given enough love and I understand, anyway the last thing I want to do is ctb on it if I recall correctly but its starting to seem one of the only ways I I may overcome my SI
 
Vault of Memories

Vault of Memories

A temporary being in a temporary world
Mar 24, 2020
255
It's amazing, but as someone who suffers from insomnia, sleep apnea, and is just tired all the time in general, it really does exhaust the hell out of me.
 
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paininme

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Nov 17, 2020
84
The feeling on them is pure bliss the comedown for me though is pure hell I feel more suicidal
 
Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
508
I've done Ecstasy at a party once. Hands down, it was the best experience of my life. I was supper happy, pretty much ecstatic (name!) and just danced and hugged people as if there was no tomorrow. I don't remember much of it though, but the trip was so great that it completely consumed my depression for the following week.

The comedown was very odd, it's difficult to describe. You are clear in your mind but you have no emotions, almost like a robot. And the desicions you make are odd, your priorities are odd. My desicionmaking led to me losing my virginity to a random person I've never met before lol. Not super proud of it but I don't regret any of it as it has changed a few "radical" points of view I had, different topic.

Summary: I can wholeheartedly recommend the trip, but the hangover is something that can be dangerous. It's best to have a person beside you that watches over you.
 
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Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Mdma is the most amazing street drug out there. I would do it in a heartbeat. Worst thing about it is the comedown but it is not even that bad. You cant do it everyday as you have to soace it out i would say twice a month maximum to be able to really enjoy it
 
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WillSterben

Give me liberty or Give Me Death
Jul 6, 2021
18
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Best feeling of your life. The comedown really isn't so bad if you supplement properly. In fact, I get a positive afterglow usually!
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,644
It has only worked for me twice (out of eight times). When it works it makes me feel love and empathy. It is the best feeling in the world. I have never personally had a come down from it. I think this is because my brain is faulty!!! But it is one of the best experiences a human being can have. I even recommended it to my mum!!

check doseage, contraindications, safety precautions
Yes, you can't use it too often or it can stop working. It is also good for relationships, therapy and in future hopefully they will legalise it therapeutically for ptsd
 
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whenlavaflows

Member
Sep 21, 2020
86
I've done waay too much MDMA in my life (from 17-24) that if I try to pop it now, it doesn't do anything to me.
Even the last few times i rolled, it didn't do anything for me, while people who were new to it were rolling like crazy.
The comedown always sucked though. It's a bit similar to cocaines comedown, lack of appetite, depression, unable to sleep etc.
 

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