Easiest to access methods with the highest success rates

[everlastinghistory]

I don't plan on being anywhere near where I live when I commit. I won't have access to anything that needs to be bought too far in advance.

I'm terrified of failing and what might come after that. I can't fail at this. This isn't a game anymore (not that it was ever a "game" but y'know). This is more real than it's ever been to me even when I attempted previously. Every time I attempted in the past I had something even if it was only one thing that held me back from being able to go through with it all the way. This time there is nothing. I have nothing. Nobody cares enough to try and stop me and nobody would care once it was done either.

I'm tired of living like this. It's not even a life at this point. It's just constant misery with brief moments of distraction that never last more than 10 or 15 minutes.

I lost the last thing that was stopping me. There's nothing left. I just wanna die in peace and hope somehow the universe aligns perfectly and allows me to reincarnate to a timeline where things could end okay… And even if it can't: Nothingness would be better than this anyway. Anything would be better than this.

I just don't know how to end this without a million risks of failing. All the easy to access methods seem high in failure rates.

 

[BBBB]

I don't have the answers but the same applies to me "Nobody cares enough to try and stop me and Nobody would care once it's done."

I wish I had the perfect method for both of us.

I'm here for you!

 

[wantittoendsoon]

The only thing I can think of is a jump from VERY high

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's something so incredibly unfair and awful how we were forced into this world so selfishly and unfairly yet we are denied the options of accessible risk free methods to finally free ourselves from this world. I think that if I had a good answer to what the thread is about then I would be long gone at this point, and the fact that suicide methods are either inaccessible or risky is what holds me back from attempting. It also terrifies me the thought of failing and ending up back here so for now I'm just trapped here in this hellish world.

But it certainly should be easier for us to finally be gone, and I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you wish for as it's really understandable wishing to leave when you are so tired of being stuck here.