
illbeinthegarage
funs fun but who needs it
- Jun 14, 2020
- 316
im currently a neet. i lost my job due to covid and my dads hoarding money he owes me. i had a rope that i spent my last bit of money on but my mum found and took it. there's a place i could jump from but height worries me and leaving the house that far isn't really possible. i would do sn, n, or CO but getting everything i need requires money i don't have. i have no method. i have belts and shit but ive failed that too many times it just becomes distressing. i once tried to bribe a member on here to give me the N they had ordered but no longer needed and i felt awful but im so desperate. i don't know what im meant to do, i don't even have the comfort of knowing i have a method. it fucking sucks. i need a way out its not fair