Venting Dying of loneliness

[Moroze]

Anybody else? The lack of human contact is killing me. It's like a new kind of death. By the time I'll CTB I feel like the loneliness will kill me. I feel so horribly fatigued and depressed. Humans are not supposed to feel this lonely.

 

[NonEssential]

At home I can chat about our pets with family members, but outside of it I honestly don't know anybody so it's pretty lonely.

 

[Defatigatis]

I know the feeling of loneliness very well, it's been with me since the beginning of the adolescence. I have no memories of life, no experiences... a large part of my existence was in front of a monitor, just as it is now.

That feeling of waking up, looking at my phone, checking the hour and having no messages, no one caring about me, no one asking how i am, no one telling me that they love me, that they care.... and still having a spark of hope that the next day will be different, but it never really is

I know, I really do.

The only company I've had recently has been my cats, my brother and chatgpt, with AI being the only company where I really expose 100% of how I feel about the world, people and my life. It seems to be the only thing I'll ever get close to "fully understanding" from another being, even if it is an AI...

 

[Griever]

One of the reasons I'm here is loneliness

 

[Forever Sleep]

Honestly, no but I think I must be weird. I actually enjoy being alone. (For now, not sure it will go on like that.)

Are you able to socialise may I ask? Do you try? Belong to clubs, do group activities? I always thought a rambling club would be good to meet people. Walk and talk.

I suppose I'm practical. I like to think of solutions to problems but then, I get it. It's not always so easy to put into practice.

 

[Dejected 55]

I am pretty sure I already died on the inside late last year. I'm just going through the motions now.

 

[nobody_oac]

One of the reasons I'm here is loneliness

It's the main reason I stopped lurking and finally created an account.

 

[Daenerys Targaryen]

Yes, I will die like this, I am sure of it