Hope I was really evil in a past life. The wanker dumping me can't even say he's not in to me. Apparently, he's crazy about me but just not as much as I like him. So dumping me 3 days before my birthday. All I wanted was somewhere I didn't have to move house (for 8th time). Instead, I need to move again. I didn't ask for love, just some kindness. The latest in a long chain of sucky events.
Sounds like a crappy situation, sorry to hear that.
Are you able to live alone? Maybe spend some time enjoying being alone for a bit
Are you able to live alone? Maybe spend some time enjoying being alone for a bit
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,138
Some people are just so cruel. I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you well.
Thank you. He has bipolar but I think he is just not into me. Everyone has told me that for weeks. Then he calls me his girlfriend, then he dumps me. About once a week. I was kind of here as his carer/acquaintance, but he knows how ill I am. I didn't ask for love, just some stability. The last houseshare I was in was abusive about my mental health. I can't afford to rent solo in London. Perhaps I have to move away from everyone I know. I asked him just that I could focus on going back to work, then he keeps destroying me over and over. I know I have to leave, just don't know where to go.
So sorry again to hear that. London rent is ridiculous and over priced as fuck. Maybe consider the surrounding area and just commute to work. I get the feeling you'll erase so much stress from your life by having a place to yourself. It's such a nice feeling going home to your own privacy and Ben n Jerry's with nobody to tip toe around or please.
I have so much stuff accumulated that it's really hard to move. I know I need to.
LONE WOLF.
PUNISHER.
- Nov 4, 2020
- 1,988
Just found him giving a woman a neck massage on the sofa and suggesting they go to Portugal together. There is clarity.
Today has really sucked. I don't know how much more enduring mental illness I can do.
Today has really sucked. I don't know how much more enduring mental illness I can do.
People generally suck. This is typically why I am not completely honest with anyone I date because I expect them to be playing the same games with me so I am always vigilant of this. Must be nice to have people in your life who can actually be trusted but for some reason they always seem to evade people like us,
I am so sorry this happened to you and whatever chain of problems you are concurrently dealing with. Regardless, a relationship ending is no reason to be thinking about ctb and you can find someone so much better.
throw everything not vital away, clean up your "Backpack" it´ll feel so much easier to move and you´ll be able to think much clearer if you have to move make it the easier you can on yourself, i am sorry you are in that situation, i´ll send love your way
