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waitingformybus2

Member
Jan 23, 2026
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Anyone who opened the vacuum pack of the SN from DSL, does it remain that way or does it crumble immediately? I'm considering going to a hotel but don't know what I'd need to bring in order to break it up before mixing
 
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thelostautistic

Experienced
Jul 31, 2025
213
I haven't opened mine yet but from what I've read on other threads it's crumbles easily once you open it
 
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fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
332
Anyone who opened the vacuum pack of the SN from DSL, does it remain that way or does it crumble immediately? I'm considering going to a hotel but don't know what I'd need to bring in order to break it up before mixing
can i ask you why you are so sad or watching to ctb? you don't have to reply, just wondering... totally cool not to answer this btw

i'm not a pro-lifer, i have sn too, i just worry about people using it without trying anything or like at really young ages, like 18-19. things did not get better for me as i got older, but for some people they do get better... anyway, just saying hi... not sure if you're a younger person like 18 19 20ish or older
 
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waitingformybus2

Member
Jan 23, 2026
24
I haven't opened mine yet but from what I've read on other threads it's crumbles easily once you open it

I hope so, I wouldn't want to open it and realise it's still solid and have to improvise how to break it down so it's soluble enough
can i ask you why you are so sad? you don't have to reply, just wondering... totally cool not to answer this btw
It's a very long story. Basically suffer with CPTSD from childhood giving me anxiety and depression since I was roughly 18 probably longer. I'm now 33 and am tired of the drugs, therapy's whatever not sticking. I continually self sabotage and have no life whatsoever so everyday feels like hell
 
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fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
332
It's a very long story. Basically suffer with CPTSD from childhood giving me anxiety and depression since I was roughly 18 probably longer. I'm now 33 and am tired of the drugs, therapy's whatever not sticking. I continually self sabotage and have no life whatsoever so everyday feels like hell
I am sorry things have been so hard.
I hope things feel a bit better for you somehow. For me, having SN made it easier to just do normal things in a way, knowing I had it as an option. I still haven't opened mine yet.
 
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waitingformybus2

Member
Jan 23, 2026
24
Thanks. Yes I know what you mean just hoping I can take the final steps now.
 
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