Help Drugs to make me brave enough?

[Smalldangles]

Hi! This is my first post.

I've been planning extensively and I've decided I'm going to jump from the 14th floor apartment I've just booked next week. I'm going to need to have some kind of courage so what drugs do you recommend? Alcohol? Cocaine? Valium?

I just need to be 'out of it' enough to fall.

Thanks!

 

[JustOverIt]

Benzodiazepines are good to quieten the mind and prevent excessive worrying

 

[Jolene40]

I don't know how anyone finds the courage to do this!!

 

[Idorus]

I´m considering moving to a high flat in my city and live on the highest floor so I can always jump whenever I want. I might drink 1 (or 2) bottle of N already sitting on the balcony railing. But interested in other options for smoothing the mind as well.

 

[Soul]

Bravo/Brava indeed. I'd go with self-hypnosis rather than a drug. I hope you find what you need. Journey well.

 

[JadedGray]

Benzos and/or alcohol would be fine. Maybe even marijuana, if it calms you and doesn't cause you to feel more anxious/paranoid. Any downers in general would work, it would probably be best to avoid stimulants like cocaine unless they're all that help you with SI.

 

[Powderedmonster]

Cocaine would give you motivation and focus which are good for following through..Benzos and alcohol would calm your anxiety which would probably help your SI....so maybe all three?

 

[JadedGray]

Cocaine would give you motivation and focus which are good for following through..Benzos and alcohol would calm your anxiety which would probably help your SI....so maybe all three?

That in itself could kill you. A lot of people have died from taking a cocktail of alcohol/benzos and cocaine. It's like a speedball (uppers and downers).

 

[Smalldangles]

Thank you all. I think maybe lots of alcohol and benzodiazepines.

I just hope the 14th floor will be high enough.

I'll come back and update everyone just before I do it so I can let everyone know which combination of drugs I chose and how I'm feeling.

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

Takes some balls of steel to leap to your death. I'd worry to much about possibly surviving and being in severe pain all over.

 

[Smalldangles]

Takes some balls of steel to leap to your death. I'd worry to much about possibly surviving and being in severe pain all over.

I think 10th floor is certain death. Anything higher than that is surely a bonus