The-end-is-here

The-end-is-here

Member
Sep 20, 2019
28
Sup folks. I am horribly empty because of psychmeds damage, and life has become torture. The problem about being so empty is that I lack drive, also to commit suicide. Are there any drugs u guys would recommend to increase this drive, and increase suicidal ideation, so I can make those last steps? I want to die, but I lack drive to actually go on with it.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Hands down the best one is adderall in like a 20 or 30 mg dose. You won't need the entire dose daily to get u to begin to have suicidal ideation especially if u already have the tendency towards it. Another one that did it was Rexulti. Its not a stimulant med but it is very activating so it's hard to sleep, after about two weeks on it my suicidal ideation began to get legs and I was looking for rope and practicing. Adderall also causes sleep difficulties so u will need something to help u go to sleep at night like a long acting benzodiazepine.
 
Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Sup folks. I am horribly empty because of psychmeds damage, and life has become torture. The problem about being so empty is that I lack drive, also to commit suicide. Are there any drugs u guys would recommend to increase this drive, and increase suicidal ideation, so I can make those last steps? I want to die, but I lack drive to actually go on with it.
That is how I feel at the moment but my head is telling it's not my time yet so I'm just trying to survive.
Some antidepressants will help and in the 1st few weeks can cause you to feel suicidal. Prozac was one that did it for me. Wish I could offer more advise, sorry x
 
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EmptySteph62

Student
Aug 4, 2019
169
Fluoxetine really messed me up, it increased my suicidal thoughts to the point that I actually got help with them instead of acting on them because I was so worried I would do it impulsively before I had everything sorted out
 
deathislove

deathislove

Member
Sep 2, 2019
19
Since I dont have access to any hardcore drugs (yet), I drink heavily when I feel suicidal. My last 2 attempts were done while I was intoxicated and were the two closest attempts I have made (unfortunately I was "saved" because my planning was shitty). Not only are you going to be way out of it, alcohol is a depressant so maybe it will give u an extra push.
 

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