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Finallyhere
Student
- Oct 30, 2018
- 139
Pretty much my two available options at the moment. Falling is scarier to do, but is more instant. Was looking down from seven stories today and the fear hit me.
Drowning seems more peaceful to enact, but the longer it goes, the scarier and more agonizing it would be. Unless I attempt a shallow water blackout.
Both aren't guaranteed deaths, but falling seems more fatal than drowning. Apparently you can be revived after death from drowning. However, long term repercussions of falling and surviving seem much worse than brain damage from drowning. Plus my body would be way gruesome/traumatizing.
I could ask around for heroin or fentanyl which isn't guaranteed. Would have to spend a lot. SN is hard to order without raising suspicion. Would suck to waste money and be unsuccessful.
Drowning seems more peaceful to enact, but the longer it goes, the scarier and more agonizing it would be. Unless I attempt a shallow water blackout.
Both aren't guaranteed deaths, but falling seems more fatal than drowning. Apparently you can be revived after death from drowning. However, long term repercussions of falling and surviving seem much worse than brain damage from drowning. Plus my body would be way gruesome/traumatizing.
I could ask around for heroin or fentanyl which isn't guaranteed. Would have to spend a lot. SN is hard to order without raising suspicion. Would suck to waste money and be unsuccessful.