Discussion Drowning scares the living hell out of me

[Young]

I went to my national coast a few months ago with the intent of jumping into the sea and drowning after deodorant huffing. I couldn't do it, I was super scared. The SI was crazy.

I have a bathub where I can drown but for some reason it scares me a lot. I have heard drowning becomes peaceful near the end, but still. That's why I wish for cardiac arrest every night. It'd be a blessing.

Unless I overcome my fear of drowning I guess I'll live and just kind of try to turn my life around.

Anyways, do you guys think there are risks with this method?

 

[003]

This is my method of choice. If I may ask, how did it feel? Does the SI come on quick?

 

[Young]

This is my method of choice. If I may ask, how did it feel? Does the SI come on quick?

I didn't even jump into the water. I looked at the waves colliding against the rocks, at night. That intimidated me like nothing else. Maybe I'm just a coward or I wasn't ready that night, but yeah. The SI came in quick.

 

[003]

I didn't even jump into the water. I looked at the waves colliding against the rocks, at night. That intimidated me like nothing else. Maybe I'm just a coward or I wasn't ready that night, but yeah. The SI came in quick.

To be fair, I haven't attempted yet but that makes sense. I'm scared of SI kicking in as well.

 

[crocune]

yeah drowning is incredibly scary and painful. your last moments will not be a peaceful nor short one. theres a reason waterboarding is banned as a torture method

 

[yearofluigi]

I've looked into it a bit before and it sounds really bad. I wouldn't do it myself unless I managed to pass out before getting submerged.

 

[3rdworldsadness]

I used to try drawing in a bucket and it felt strange, i cant breath but feel my pulse going crazy but i stopped as i freaked out. But after doing that i feel so light like im floating...i wish im more brave to do it properly. And i wish i can die naturally everynight...

 

[Young]

I've looked into it a bit before and it sounds really bad. I wouldn't do it myself unless I managed to pass out before getting submerged.

The idea is to use a type of gas to pass out without pain, such as butane, propane (like in deodorants). The problem is not the pain, it's the fear. Drowning is one scary method.

 

[Intoxicated]

I went to my national coast a few months ago with the intent of jumping into the sea and drowning after deodorant huffing.

I wonder how it's even possible to huff a deodorant. Isn't it irritating? Have you tried to inhale other substances that may cause asphyxiation?

Anyways, do you guys think there are risks with this method?

If I were going to CTB by drowning, I'd use something better than a deodorant to make myself unconsciousness. ATM, I have nitrous oxide in chargers for making a whipped cream. Inhaling the amount of gas contained in a single 8g charger (approximately 4 liters) can render unconsciousness in less than a minute. If you inhale the contents of two chargers with the interval of 15 seconds between the first and the second inhalations, your chances to achieve stable unconsciousness quickly would be better. After that, perceptions related to drowning shouldn't be an issue, since you'll be under narcosis.

It makes sense to use extra weights attached to the neck to prevent the head floating, unless you want to make your CTB looking like an accident and this is your high-priority wish.

 

[curiousbeing]

The idea is to use a type of gas to pass out without pain, such as butane, propane (like in deodorants). The problem is not the pain, it's the fear. Drowning is one scary method.

I found car tire inflator in a shop. It has mixture of butane and propane. Cheap. No irritants inside it like deodorants.

 

[human909]

Yeah that's why i'm planning to jump of a skyscraper at night or something, since jumping and drowning for me is way too much.