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Mia Wallace

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I just checked into a hotel for two days. I plan on drinking myself to death (think Amy wine house) anyone else using this as their ctb method? I want to fall asleep and never wake up. 36 yo female.
 
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I've considered it. Hard to pull oft
 
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I just checked into a hotel for two days. I plan on drinking myself to death (think Amy wine house) anyone else using this as their ctb method? I want to fall asleep and never wake up. 36 yo female.
Won't work even with antiemetics. You'll throw up, fall asleep and wake up disappointed
 
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Mia Wallace

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I've considered it. Hard to pull
I am just listening to my music shot after shot rn. Hoping this will do it. I have a full bottle of ibu 600mg as well. Not sure if this will help push me over either. Been going through it day in and day out. I just can't take it anymore
Won't work even with antiemetics. You'll throw up, fall asleep and wake up disappointed
What's your method?
 
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Jumping but im far from it now. I think it's gonna be very scary when i will try to do it. Thought about SN it sounds like a good option
 
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I just checked into a hotel for two days. I plan on drinking myself to death (think Amy wine house) anyone else using this as their ctb method? I want to fall asleep and never wake up. 36 yo female.

hi there! Do you want to chat?
 
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I heard some news that some woman (or man) peed themselves when they were very drunk .Some even shit themselves
Hotel is a quiet public place…..So……
 
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I am just listening to my music shot after shot rn. Hoping this will do it. I have a full bottle of ibu 600mg as well. Not sure if this will help push me over either. Been going through it day in and day out. I just can't take it anymore

What's your method?

Last year kind of made this without knowing (sort of)… I drank so several days… months…. But it somehow didn't killed me.... (had some issues I had never had before)…. But…had't an alcoholic coma

As far as I know Amy died from abstinence syndrome …
 
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I heard some news that some woman (or man) peed themselves when they were very drunk .Some even shit themselves
Hotel is a quiet public place…..So……
Sooo what? You're saying my method is shit? Lol it probably is. I don't know how to go on the dark web and get the good stuff. I have had enough of these thoughts been going on for decades. I can't keep on the facade anymore. I have a great job and everyone turns to me when they go through it. Nobody knows the struggles I face. I quit.
hi there! Do you want to chat?
Let's chat?
 
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I heard some news that some woman (or man) peed themselves when they were very drunk .Some even shit themselves
Hotel is a quiet public place…..So……

Other methods also do intestinal moves….
 
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Sooo what? You're saying my method is shit? Lol it probably is. I don't know how to go on the dark web and get the good stuff. I have had enough of these thoughts been going on for decades. I can't keep on the facade anymore. I have a great job and everyone turns to me when they go through it. Nobody knows the struggles I face. I quit.

Let's chat?
You misunderstood me
I didn't say your method is shit, I only mean it may be embarrassing
I'm sorry to hear your suffer
Do you mind to say why you choose hotel not home?
 
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I tried this several times. Didnt work.
 
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nobodyspecial

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I tried this three times. Sounds good on paper but very difficult to pull off.
 
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Aug 20, 2019
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I just checked into a hotel for two days. I plan on drinking myself to death (think Amy wine house) anyone else using this as their ctb method? I want to fall asleep and never wake up. 36 yo female.
Bad idea. When I tried it I just tried to go onto train tracks, was too drunk to go, lost conciousness and woke up the next day with the most horrible feeling ever. There are far better, far more reliable methods.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

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Jun 28, 2021
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I wish it could be that easy. I liked "Leaving Las Vegas". Whenever I have consumed way too much alcohol I puke like crazy for hours. I'm sorry to hear you feel so horrible. I messaged you if you feel like chatting.
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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I couldn't do it. I think it would be a very painful and miserable way to die. Constant pain, shakes, sickness, shitting and pissing yourself, and many other things. There is no guarantee it would even work and it might just give you liver disease instead. I would find another way. Can't you get Sodium Nitrite?
 
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Apr 13, 2021
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If only it were that easy... You could try & pass out from drinking in the bathtub. Dolores O'Riordan of the Cranberries supposedly accidentally drowned that way. Doesn't sound like a reliable method to me though
 
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Rayzieka

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Apr 28, 2021
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Sorry to tell you this but this likely won't work. If you're body is any larger than mine you'll likely be fine. I drink quite heavily for a 5'2 female.
You may just pass out and perhaps vomit if you're the type that can vomit. You'll have quite a headache when you wake up as well.
 
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CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
524
I'm afraid that the other people are right. Drinking isn't a good ctb option. It can work, but it most likely won't.
 
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Marktheghost

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Feb 20, 2020
911
Are you in hospital yet? How are you feeling?
 
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Mia Wallace

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Hi all, and thank you for your responses. I drank two fifths (I'm 5'6, 125lbs) and I just passed out to wake up to puking like you all had said. :(
I decided on partial hanging as my new ctb method
 
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Marktheghost

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Feb 20, 2020
911
Is that 2 5ths of a litre or what? How did you feel? Tell us more about it.
 

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