Dreams of ctb

[draekmir]

For three nights in a row now I've been having dreams of watching myself ctb in 3rd person and it's so sad to watch but also affirming that this is what I really want. I don't normally dream I'll have one or two a year at max so this is a strange pattern for me but it's nice to experience something I've wanted so long. Does anyone else have dreams like this?

Ps: As soon as I get the money for SN I will be buying it, that's all that's holding me back anymore.

 

[Aries]

Ohh my....that's so scary...

 

[Worndown]

Strange. A few months ago I had those dreams too. It was not scary or troubling, just unusual. Never had them before.

 

[Ligand]

Damn bro, I thought my recurring dreams of working at an old job that I hated were bad lol. That shit does not sound like a good vibe

 

[draekmir]

Damn bro, I thought my recurring dreams of working at an old job that I hated were bad lol. That shit does not sound like a good vibe

I mean I guess even my subconscious wants to ctb at this point. I can't complain too much I'll be free soon

 

[thebookofdisquiet.]

I keep dreaming about ctb too, always in 1st person and I'm taking the meds, preparing the SN, locking my bedroom door, etc. I think it's because this is on my mind 24/7.

 

[BrknEyes]

I've just started to have dreams of my ctb of choice, woke up exactly after dying in the dream, I'm going to take it as a sign that my brain is ready.