Deleted member 7141
Do not be prisoner of your life. Die a little, lol
- Apr 15, 2019
- 52
I was planning a trip to the Golden Gate Bridge to jump off it. I had heard that sometimes people survive the jump and end up brain dead. I heard most feel the impact of all there bones and organs collasping. Most become fearful right before the jump.
I know it would be overkill but I have have thought of injecting myself with a street drug, maybe enough to make me overdose or at least enough to take edge off, slitting my wrist, then jumping off the Golden Gate bridge as the drugs kick in and I start to feel myself slipping into unconsciousness from the drugs.
This way even if I felt scared I would be so drugged up that I would just fall as I pass out. It would also help me as I fell through air and hit the water.
Between the massive amount of drugs, my slit wrist, and the fall one or all three would kill me I imagine.
Since I don't use drugs normally I wouldn't be sure how to aquire them without getting arrested. I just wanted to think of a foul proof way to ensure death if the fall alone didn't work ect. Any thoughts...
Falling from the bridge while simultaneously falling into unconsciousness, to my death, I have dubbed "dreaming". Hence I would fall alseep "unconsciousness" hopefully forever.
I also wanted to add the successful become part of a family for eternity. I have nothing and have never known love or family in the true sense of the word. I want to be a part of a family in the after life. The bridge ties souls together forever. Kindred souls. I believe there is a spiritual connection for all who commit suicide at the same place...a bond. I feel disconnected from the world in such a way his is all I have ever known. It would be nice to have been in the place of such a powerful epicenter of release and where so many people who were brave enough to put this world behind them fell into eternity.
I know it would be overkill but I have have thought of injecting myself with a street drug, maybe enough to make me overdose or at least enough to take edge off, slitting my wrist, then jumping off the Golden Gate bridge as the drugs kick in and I start to feel myself slipping into unconsciousness from the drugs.
This way even if I felt scared I would be so drugged up that I would just fall as I pass out. It would also help me as I fell through air and hit the water.
Between the massive amount of drugs, my slit wrist, and the fall one or all three would kill me I imagine.
Since I don't use drugs normally I wouldn't be sure how to aquire them without getting arrested. I just wanted to think of a foul proof way to ensure death if the fall alone didn't work ect. Any thoughts...
Falling from the bridge while simultaneously falling into unconsciousness, to my death, I have dubbed "dreaming". Hence I would fall alseep "unconsciousness" hopefully forever.
I also wanted to add the successful become part of a family for eternity. I have nothing and have never known love or family in the true sense of the word. I want to be a part of a family in the after life. The bridge ties souls together forever. Kindred souls. I believe there is a spiritual connection for all who commit suicide at the same place...a bond. I feel disconnected from the world in such a way his is all I have ever known. It would be nice to have been in the place of such a powerful epicenter of release and where so many people who were brave enough to put this world behind them fell into eternity.
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