resteasy3232
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- Nov 18, 2024
- 59
today marks a month since my girlfriend passed away, and honestly, i don't know how to process it. it feels unbearable to be here, facing a whole month without her. seeing her accounts say "last online 30d ago" breaks me all over again.
i'm working on getting her sasu account banned with the help of the moderators, but even that feels heavy. today is just so surreal. i haven't heard her voice, seen her, or even received a text from her in a month. it's hard to believe that so much time has passed. it's like time is moving way too fast, and it hurts so deeply. all i want is to hear her again.
i've been writing about her constantly, and no matter what I do, she's always on my mind. it feels like she's inside my brain, and i can't escape it. usually, i can process loss without it affecting me this intensely, but this feels different. i really hate how much it hurts.
i'm working on getting her sasu account banned with the help of the moderators, but even that feels heavy. today is just so surreal. i haven't heard her voice, seen her, or even received a text from her in a month. it's hard to believe that so much time has passed. it's like time is moving way too fast, and it hurts so deeply. all i want is to hear her again.
i've been writing about her constantly, and no matter what I do, she's always on my mind. it feels like she's inside my brain, and i can't escape it. usually, i can process loss without it affecting me this intensely, but this feels different. i really hate how much it hurts.
