Venting Downward spiral

[byebyebyebyebye]

Nothing ever seems to work; can't finish even a 2 year degree, no valuable skills, quit last job 5 months ago bc of suicidal thoughts, live with my family and all but stopped talking to them, stopped reaching out with friends too (not like they care), can't keep promises, can't see through projects, want to live on own but can't, I want to die so fucking bad but I can't bring myself to do it or to break myself from this downward spiral I wish I was dead I wish I had done it long ago when no one knew of my problems and everyone could've moved on by now.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Hang in there. Related question, would money fix your problems?

 

[Painless_end]

Sorry for your pain

Generally speaking, I have similar issues as yours.

What I have is akin to some form of mental illness that doesn't let me grasp any higher form of activity that can lead me to becoming independent.

 

[Monique696]

Hang in there. Related question, would money fix your problems?

Would fix 90%+ of mine for sure

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. I understand it is a hopeless feeling when everything keeps on going wrong. I also wish I ctb a while ago. Life really is tiring, if only there was an option to just disappear. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.