Discussion doubts

[sleepy dog]

I plan on trying SN. Does anybody else have thoughts similar to "Its not gonna work because I'm the one trying it.", "There's no way its gonna work. Its my fate to suffer much more.", "People predicted more things happening to me, so it must be that I'm not gonna die."

 

[Moonicide]

I'm going down the SN route as well and I often worry about it not being effective. But everyone on this forum that has taken SN never comes back from what I've seen, so it does have a high rate and it's very difficult to fuck it up if you follow the instructions Stan has provided in his SN thread... There's people that have died even without taking antiemetics or preparation. But still, you always wonder if you will be that 1% that doesn't die peacefully. Those emotions and fears are absolutely valid and understandable.

 

[Ritter]

There's always reason for doubt. I do not blame you for considering the "well why would it work for me" or "what if it doesn't"

It is however, a proven and reliable method. There's been several threads that have been documented of users trying said method with the worst of their last messages being "I'm tired" or "I'm dizzy" etc

It seems like a solid plan for those willing to follow the steps provided, I can't say anything anyone else has said to take away your doubts, but from what has been shown on this site (from reliable sources and not random people ringing the bullshit alarm) it's a solid way to go peacefully.

At the end of the day you will always be worried about failure, or of making the act. It won't be easy, at least without a lot of practice, self-confidence, and commitment. I'm no pro-lifer, but personally I believe people should try everything else first before CTB, but if that's what you want, that's what you want. I wish all the best of luck and peacefullness in their passing.

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

"Its not gonna work because I'm the one trying it."

Yup. Me, too, friend.

I feel like I may not execute properly on exit bag despite having all the required equipment and having rehearsed it over and over and over during the last year, save for pulling the bag over my face.

I've got SN as my backup but have had problems tolerating meto in my test runs so I feel enormously worried about the emotional impact of failing with two different methods, that doing so will indicate that there is something with me, that neither worked out because it was me trying it.

 

[sleepy dog]

Yup. Me, too, friend.

I feel like I may not execute properly on exit bag despite having all the required equipment and having rehearsed it over and over and over during the last year, save for pulling the bag over my face.

I've got SN as my backup but have had problems tolerating meto in my test runs so I feel enormously worried about the emotional impact of failing with two different methods, that doing so will indicate that there is something with me, that neither worked out because it was me trying it.

I already have all the stuff for exit bag, but I haven't made the bag yet. I don't know why I am delaying that. About the SN, I tested meto a few days ago. I got restlessness for a few hours and extreme discomfort. I was fine after about 6 hours though. I had nausea from withdrawing from Seroquel before trying the meto. The meto didn't get rid of the nausea. So I had bad effects and it didn't get rid of nausea. I guess it won't work for me? I also have domperidone, a Russian version I guess, some foreign language on the box. I want to test a dose of that too soon.

I don't know what it is. I seem to be postponing my efforts instead of just doing it. I have serious fears and anxiety. It gets very bad sometimes. I never had anxiety until I used psych drugs.