brokenwaves
i need to cross a border that’s hard to define
- Feb 19, 2021
- 118
i'm planning to ctb soon (hopefully in about a week, if all works out), my only option available to me is jumping. i was originally planning to jump from the nearest cliff to my home that is accessible with public transport (i don't drive) but it isn't very high. there have been deaths there, but there is risk involved because of its height. i'm starting to have doubts about the height, and i really don't want to survive this.
however, a much further distance are some of the highest cliffs in the country - they are much further distance from me, over 4 hours of travel. but i feel this might be worth it to be "guaranteed" my death, since they're more than 4 times as high than the original cliff... i'm kind of just thinking out loud, as i've only started to consider this option now that i'm having fears about my original location.
however, a much further distance are some of the highest cliffs in the country - they are much further distance from me, over 4 hours of travel. but i feel this might be worth it to be "guaranteed" my death, since they're more than 4 times as high than the original cliff... i'm kind of just thinking out loud, as i've only started to consider this option now that i'm having fears about my original location.