Venting dont want to die but dont want to live

[39hatsune]

every day, everything gets worse. i hate when people say it gets better because it hasnt and i dont think it will anymore. either that or i get hit with 'you're not trying hard enough'. which may be true, i dont know. its not even like i FEEL like a failure, i am one. i dont have anything going for me and even though i get all these opportunities to do something i always fuck up somehow. if i could truly be happy, then maybe id want to live . im miserable and i just want to go to sleep and never wake up again

each day i want to die more and more, its just a matter of time before i actually do it, i think im done

 

[Aunty_Seuss]

Don't listen to those who spout out that crap, they can't comprehend people's issues being that bad so they just throw out all the buzzwords they can think of and hope it sticks.

 

[39hatsune]

i just got into a huge argument with my boyfriend he alwaysthreatens to break up with me so i just left the house n im at the tracks, hes calling askinf whwre i went as if he even cares idiot

Don't listen to those who spout out that crap, they can't comprehend people's issues being that bad so they just throw out all the buzzwords they can think of and hope it sticks.

thank you

 

[Aunty_Seuss]

You've not failed either, we're all trying or we've tried our best, we're all just trying to live in a shitty world, and if it doesn't work out, then that's just how it is yknow. Stay safe out there

 

[amor.dor]

Don't pay attention to what they say. Most of those people aren't even trying to think; sometimes they're even more lost than we are.

 

[39hatsune]

im on my way to like the river , i probably wont jump in but i dont know anymore

 

[Dejected 55]

Most people don't care... most of the people who care don't understand... most of the people who understand don't have the solution.

That's just how it rolls.

They say "misery loves company" but that's not true at all. Nobody wants to know someone else is suffering like they are, because it doesn't help you and you can't help them. The only scenario that works is if two miserable people happen to be the answer for each other... whether that be as friends or romantic partners... but that is so rare that I don't know if it even happens.