jimmy7754
I just want to be myself again
- Dec 15, 2021
- 508
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 44,975
I have never felt good at all, in my case I have never wanted to live. My life has always been suffering and misery, I do not even know what it would be like to feel good. I always feel so awful. I do not want to feel anything, all that I want is to not exist.
jimmy7754
I just want to be myself again
- Dec 15, 2021
- 508
I can't enjoy anything anymore.
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 10,790
I can't remember either. It just gets worse.
Sometimes I laugh but that doesnt mean I'm happy. I never feel happy.
Fadeawaaaay
Visionary
- Nov 12, 2021
- 2,158
Yes. January and the first part of February 2020. It's all been rubbish since.
Al_stargate
I was once a pretty angel
- Mar 4, 2022
- 758
About 4 months ago my life was actually great. Had an event and since then haven't smiled once sincerely. I didn't knew a person could be in so much mental pain all the time.
jimmy7754
I just want to be myself again
- Dec 15, 2021
- 508
Life becomes unforgivable as we get older.. our choices have so much more consequence.. it's unreal.
TheExpression
Member
- Mar 11, 2022
- 17
I feel good sometimes, or used to at least. But even then they were all just momentary distractions. Now, even when i'm reading, writing or watching a movie; the little brooding cogs in my head refuse to stop turning.
IsThisTheEnd?
Mange
- Aug 6, 2020
- 585
I had a glimpse the other day I remembered when I was a teenager sitting in the sun and was happy, but it was just a memory about 30 seconds or so.
This is very relatable- I get similar glimpses of happiness but they don't last long.
Happiness is fleeting in a lifetime without meaning. A tub takes centuries to fill with happy tears but mere days to fill with sorrow.
