Black Rose Bunny
I’m having simpsons of mental illness
- Jan 29, 2020
- 116
i hate life so much, i want to all to end. i'm always alone, no matter how hard i try i'm always alone idk what's wrong with me, but i hate myself so much for it. nothing brings me happiness and i barely have energy to leave my bed, i just want it all to end. a couple weeks ago i tried to hang myself but when i started getting dizzy i got scared and pulled my head out, and then curled into a ball and cried. i sat there banging my head on the wall for an hour since i had this weird urge to. and i feel so pathetic and ashamed of not going through with it, i'm such a fucking coward