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Remember-Me-Not
I think I'm going to be okay.
- Dec 10, 2019
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Haha, today I had some energy, so I "cleaned my room."
One of the things I am most ashamed of is my dirty room.
Whenever I come out of my room, I have to sneak out so other people can't sneak a peek. Because then they could see how dirty it is.
I finally cleaned...
... the field of view from my room's front door.
My mess is usually just random items of clutter. Sometimes trash. But whatever I needed to sort through or have to properly assess before taking care of... I just shoved it behind furnitures so it's just out of sight. If someone were to take more than two steps into my room, the illusion of cleaniness will be destroyed.
If this isn't a perfect metaphor for my depression, I don't know what is xD
But I still think it's progress??? I'm tired now, but I'll get around to it eventually. Just wanted to share, hope everyone is having atleast an okay day.
One of the things I am most ashamed of is my dirty room.
Whenever I come out of my room, I have to sneak out so other people can't sneak a peek. Because then they could see how dirty it is.
I finally cleaned...
... the field of view from my room's front door.
My mess is usually just random items of clutter. Sometimes trash. But whatever I needed to sort through or have to properly assess before taking care of... I just shoved it behind furnitures so it's just out of sight. If someone were to take more than two steps into my room, the illusion of cleaniness will be destroyed.
If this isn't a perfect metaphor for my depression, I don't know what is xD
But I still think it's progress??? I'm tired now, but I'll get around to it eventually. Just wanted to share, hope everyone is having atleast an okay day.