dont know how to ctb

[39hatsune]

i was gonna lay on the tracks but the more hours pass the more i am worried that i will survive with some horrible injuries and be left permanently disabled. i really really wanted to go via sn but i dont have any money right now, i still live with family so i dont know where to deliver it to let alone where to even order from. ive overdosed twice on like otc stuff which obviously didnt work lol

are there any methods that have a high chance of killing me, or if it fails, the consequences arent too bad

i dont know anymore

 

[DepressedSimp]

i was gonna lay on the tracks but the more hours pass the more i am worried that i will survive with some horrible injuries and be left permanently disabled. i really really wanted to go via sn but i dont have any money right now, i still live with family so i dont know where to deliver it to let alone where to even order from. ive overdosed twice on like otc stuff which obviously didnt work lol

are there any methods that have a high chance of killing me, or if it fails, the consequences arent too bad

i dont know anymore

Thread 'Full Suspension hanging method I want to share.'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/full-suspension-hanging-method-i-want-to-share.229203/

 

[39hatsune]

Thread 'Full Suspension hanging method I want to share.'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/full-suspension-hanging-method-i-want-to-share.229203/

thank you

 

[Realog11]

i was gonna lay on the tracks but the more hours pass the more i am worried that i will survive with some horrible injuries and be left permanently disabled. i really really wanted to go via sn but i dont have any money right now, i still live with family so i dont know where to deliver it to let alone where to even order from. ive overdosed twice on like otc stuff which obviously didnt work lol

are there any methods that have a high chance of killing me, or if it fails, the consequences arent too bad

i dont know anymore

I remember a Russian girl who ctb by a train on the tracks

 

[39hatsune]

I remember a Russian girl who ctb by a train on the tracks

yeah i think i saw that too, i just dont want a chance of surviving where ill be mangled

 

[Realog11]

yeah i think i saw that too, i just dont want a chance of surviving where ill be mangled

Pretty sure you would only survive if the train is slow even then i seen people who have died by slow trains in videos

 

[39hatsune]

Pretty sure you would only survive if the train is slow even then i seen people who have died by slow trains in videos

maybe ill just try and get my hands on sn first