Done

[silentsinger]

This is it then I'm done. I have to thank every single person here who has been kind/supportive and taken time to befriend me in my short time here.

Wishing you all the best and lots of love. I sincerely want you all to be happy. Thank you. Xx

 

[sadsoul]

Lots of love and hugs to you. Farewell ❤

 

[throwaway777]

too sad u re already leaving. i hope ur suffering ends!

 

[silentsinger]

Thank you.....I'm so stuck. I've decided to go with bleach. I know how much it will hurt but I have got to go. I just keep sitting here smelling the bottle and hoping something will change. Nothing will unless I go for it

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

Thank you.....I'm so stuck. I've decided to go with bleach. I know how much it will hurt but I have got to go. I just keep sitting here smelling the bottle and hoping something will change. Nothing will unless I go for it

What? Bleach? Don't do that, bro.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Bleach??? Are you sure you don't wanna double think this...

In any case, I'm glad I've spoken to you, and I wish you all the best.

 

[silentsinger]

It definitely works. I know it does from things I have read. It is better than this.

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

It definitely works. I know it does from things I have read. It is better than this.

I don't know what to say. Goodbye, I guess. Hope you'll reconsider. This isn't even the quickest or cheapst way to go. But, good luck.

 

[silentsinger]

Drinking bleach doesn't cost too much, plus the cost wouldn't matter anyway. Really, im at peace with it now. I'm just here, im ready and im just reflecting and thinking. I don't think I can post anymore now because feel messed up. I should log off and accept it all. Thank you my friend, I wish you luck too. xx

 

[silentsinger]

I'm so sorry, I'm so embarrassed.

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

I'm so sorry, I'm so embarrassed.

Why?

 

[silentsinger]

Why?

I couldn't do it that way. I tried another way that would be more peaceful but I messed that up.
I just felt so sure that it was my time and I really felt like I was going. I'm embarrassed to have made a fuss but I was certain that I could do it. I really want to go but I'm glad I didn't do it that way.

 

[throwaway777]

dont be sorry we all know it's not easy

 

[silentsinger]

dont be sorry we all know it's not easy

Love you, thank you.

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

I couldn't do it that way. I tried another way that would be more peaceful but I messed that up.
I just felt so sure that it was my time and I really felt like I was going. I'm embarrassed to have made a fuss but I was certain that I could do it. I really want to go but I'm glad I didn't do it that way.

I'm glad you didn't do that too. Don't be embarrassed. Most people don't succeed on their first attempt.

 

[SadGirl]

This is it then I'm done. I have to thank every single person here who has been kind/supportive and taken time to befriend me in my short time here.

Wishing you all the best and lots of love. I sincerely want you all to be happy. Thank you. Xx

Hope you find your peace, and be happy wherever you are my friend, hugs <3

 

[silentsinger]

I'm glad you didn't do that too. Don't be embarrassed. Most people don't succeed on their first attempt.

Thank you. I feel like such an idiot. You're really kind.

 

[Marawa]

Don't feel embarrassed this is the biggest decision of your life. if it's not your time it isn't. I don't know what read, & I'm going on pre Google memory but I don't think anyone could tolerate the pain it would take for bleach alone to work. Hoping for peace for you

 

[throwaway777]

Love you, thank you.

im glad u re still here tho ... selfish of me but i relate a lot to ur posts and i was really sad u were going yesterday even tho i know u would have stopped ur suffering ...

 

[silentsinger]

Hope you find your peace, and be happy wherever you are my friend, hugs <3

Hugs to you too, I really need them.

Don't feel embarrassed this is the biggest decision of your life. if it's not your time it isn't. I don't know what read, & I'm going on pre Google memory but I don't think anyone could tolerate the pain it would take for bleach alone to work. Hoping for peace for you

I know, I shouldn't ever have considered it that way. I was just desperate. I need to take my time but I'm struggling like mad. Thank you for your kindness my friend.

im glad u re still here tho ... selfish of me but i relate a lot to ur posts and i was really sad u were going yesterday even tho i know u would have stopped ur suffering ...

Of course it's not selfish, I'm really touched and I'm so glad you feel that way. Talk to me anytime. It's always sad when someone decides to ctb, even if it does end their suffering. Lots of love.