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failurefather
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- Feb 24, 2020
- 16
I got married and had children very young. My oldest is nearly 18, and my youngest is nearly 12. My wife does not work, and I've struggled to keep our head above water financially and give my wife and children the life they deserve.
I'm just tired. Tired of constantly grinding, tired of failing, tired of not being able to provide enough for my family. The one thing I'm looking forward to in life is death. I know it's selfish, but I'm looking forward to dying like a person looks forward to sleep at night.
I know my suicide would devastate my family, but I just want to do this one thing for myself.
I'm just tired. Tired of constantly grinding, tired of failing, tired of not being able to provide enough for my family. The one thing I'm looking forward to in life is death. I know it's selfish, but I'm looking forward to dying like a person looks forward to sleep at night.
I know my suicide would devastate my family, but I just want to do this one thing for myself.