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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
I'm doing it, I can't no longer bear with this pain, this uncomfortable sensation that doesn't go away, I'm tired of everything and I won't pretend I'm not, is not that easy anymore, I'm not fit for s society I get overwhelmed so easily and I can't function...


I'll go by hanging, partially

I feel fear but I fear more life .

I want to say thank you to all this place on the internet,made me feel safe and understood


I hope I don't fail or get SI
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,816
It's very much understandable wishing to be gone from this cruel world, I hope that you find the freedom that you search for, best wishes.
 
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Zephronic

Zephronic

Member
Apr 10, 2023
22
I'm doing it, I can't no longer bear with this pain, this uncomfortable sensation that doesn't go away, I'm tired of everything and I won't pretend I'm not, is not that easy anymore, I'm not fit for s society I get overwhelmed so easily and I can't function...


I'll go by hanging, partially

I feel fear but I fear more life .

I want to say thank you to all this place on the internet,made me feel safe and understood


I hope I don't fail or get SI
Best of wishes, I hope you find the peace you are searching for
 
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OneDayMaybe

OneDayMaybe

Member
Apr 9, 2023
13
I feel the exact same way as you, OP, 100%. I wish you luck and courage. If you don't mind me asking, why hanging and not SN?
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
If your mind is truly set on this, I wish you luck and a painless and peaceful journey. This life just isn't worth it. I understand.
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
Apr 4, 2023
1,351
I am so incredibly sorry that life has brought you to this point :(

I wish you all the best, whatever that will be <3
 
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Shivali

Shivali

Mage
Jun 9, 2022
560
:heart:
 
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chr74

chr74

Student
Mar 29, 2023
140
wishing you luck on your journey
 
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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
I feel the exact same way as you, OP, 100%. I wish you luck and courage. If you don't mind me asking, why hanging and not

I feel the exact same way as you, OP, 100%. I wish you luck and courage. If you don't mind me asking, why hanging and not SN?


I don't have the money to buy SN, neither the supplier :(
 
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BlackWednesday

BlackWednesday

Student
Oct 18, 2022
112
I'm sorry that it has come to this for you. May it be a peaceful exit.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
1,529
I hope you find the peace and freedom you've been missing.
 
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CellarBoy

CellarBoy

Zarathustra Reborn
Mar 23, 2023
93
Goodbye, I'll see you on the other side.
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
1,226
Fear and uncertainty have their own time in life, they should not rule our lives permanently. Try to calm your emotions by doing something calm in safe conditions- everything is fine.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,234
best luck
 
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Loner1992

Member
Apr 3, 2023
10
Good luck, have a peaceful transition. ❤️🤞🏻🍀
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,716
May you find the peace you seek <3
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
May you have a peaceful journey. Thinking of you.
 
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Someday_Somehow32

Someday_Somehow32

Member
Jul 20, 2022
90
Best of luck
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Wishing you all the best @bloomingdark on a very peaceful journey you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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ianista

ianista

Without a vision for tomorrow, hope is impossible
Jul 29, 2022
33
May the earth be light for you :heart:
 
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LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
228
Wishing you a swift and peaceful journey.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,850
This word say 100% v same me alws no fit no comf sense this pain no funct, this v sry life creul make this. Vry sry pain suffer , hope peace
 
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SantasHelper

Living the ‘gift’ of life
Apr 14, 2023
58
Rest in peace— I hope you did find peace in whatever solution you chose 🎄❤️
 
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nosoul

Arcanist
Apr 1, 2023
453
Rest in peace, wish we could know how it turns out for you
 
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Spaceman&Little

Member
Apr 9, 2023
6
You deserve better than what this world had to offer you. You deserve the peace that you are going to find at the end of this journey <3
 
Jeux D'eau

Jeux D'eau

Member
Apr 15, 2023
12
I'm sorry you suffered so much to get to this point... I wish you all the best.
 

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