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1234dave

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Oct 5, 2018
369
I have severe mental difficulties and it took all my energy to get Sn and not get noticed as I took the delivery. I stashed it outside in a hidden place and my parents dog fucking found it.

I've ordered some more and going to try the same process. If not have to go with hanging.

What a sorry state of affairs
 
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omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
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is the dog ok
 
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Soul

Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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What did the dog do with it?
 
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1234dave

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Oct 5, 2018
369
Dog is ok, but parents found it after
 
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TimeToDie

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How did your parents react to finding a toxic substance hidden in their yard?
 
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1234dave

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Oct 5, 2018
369
How did your parents react to finding a toxic substance hidden in their yard?
They know how Ill I am I've been severely ill for 2 years. Treatment resistant. Kind of they took it away, because they don't want to know something once they know sort of thing. They know I'm going to ctb but once they know about something they got to get rid of it. Kind of condoning it but not.
Basically do it behind our backs if you're going to do it!

I've basically been badly damaged by meds. I've got dysautomnia, akathisia, tardive dyskinesia, daily psychosis, and 20 other symptoms and life is hell I never knew existed. Meds don't work because my nervous system is damaged beyond repair. I've tried many meds but my body rejects them, my body is in shock state. I wouldn't give up if there were options available and they know that.
 
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sadbunny

sadbunny

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Jun 7, 2019
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Oh, I had the same exact thing happen to me

This will be my 5TH time ordering SN

I have no privacy

All of the other times my Mom had found it snooping through my items!
 
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Alec

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Apr 22, 2019
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Guys where do you order SN from? Can you post me a link please? I tried looking it up on Amazon but nothing showed up and tried on eBay and found some but I'm not sure I can trust them.
 
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jake3d

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May 29, 2019
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Loudwolf if you're in the US. If you're in Europe, PM me for a trusted chemical shop on ebay.
 
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jesus man. sorry to hear that. I'm going with hanging when i ctb.
 
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slothturtlebro

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Jun 13, 2019
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I have severe mental difficulties and it took all my energy to get Sn and not get noticed as I took the delivery. I stashed it outside in a hidden place and my parents dog fucking found it.

I've ordered some more and going to try the same process. If not have to go with hanging.

What a sorry state of affairs
the dog wants to ctb with SN!
the dog wants to ctb with SN!
but on a serious note, damn that sucks man! :/
 
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Strumgewehr

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Jun 7, 2018
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That sucks. Fuck dogs. I wish the world was full of cats only.
 
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cornflowerblue

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Feb 18, 2019
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They know how Ill I am I've been severely ill for 2 years. Treatment resistant. Kind of they took it away, because they don't want to know something once they know sort of thing. They know I'm going to ctb but once they know about something they got to get rid of it. Kind of condoning it but not.
Basically do it behind our backs if you're going to do it!

I've basically been badly damaged by meds. I've got dysautomnia, akathisia, tardive dyskinesia, daily psychosis, and 20 other symptoms and life is hell I never knew existed. Meds don't work because my nervous system is damaged beyond repair. I've tried many meds but my body rejects them, my body is in shock state. I wouldn't give up if there were options available and they know that.
Have you reached out to Dignitas? It sounds like you'd qualify
I doubt that, the dog knows the state has his / her back when its time.

Yeah the dog will probably get N
 
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jake3d

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May 29, 2019
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Trying to PM you but can't seem to?

You need 5 posts and to be member for 1 day to get access to the PM function. When your title changes from "New Member" to "Member" you will be able to PM.
 
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Duffbeer

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Nov 15, 2018
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You need 5 posts and to be member for 1 day to get access to the PM function. When your title changes from "New Member" to "Member" you will be able to PM.
You need 5 posts and to be member for 1 day to get access to the PM function. When your title changes from "New Member" to "Member" you will be able to PM.
Ok, that is what I wondered. Thank you.
 

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