niemand
New Member
- Feb 16, 2020
- 3
So I've noticed that when I'm really p*ssed about life and people, I turn into a very mean misanthropic person who throws his anger at everyone who crosses me. In my case suicidality comes along with loads of anger I have NO control over. It's nothing I decide willingly, it's like when I'm so done with life I just can't have any regards for mine and anyone elses feelings.
And so since depression is experienced very different from person to person, I would like to ask if there is anyone else dealing with an extreme and I mean EXTREME amount of anger and hatred against people (humans in general)?
Or is it just me?
And it's not that I can keep those feelings to myself, uncontrollably I have to express it through really mean comments or reckless behavior, towards people that provoke me as well as towards nice people, since I hate everyone just as much in that state..
side note, I'm diagnosed with bpd and turn into the exact opposite when I'm happy or in an enthusiastic mood. I just dont know which side defines my personality more.
And so since depression is experienced very different from person to person, I would like to ask if there is anyone else dealing with an extreme and I mean EXTREME amount of anger and hatred against people (humans in general)?
Or is it just me?
And it's not that I can keep those feelings to myself, uncontrollably I have to express it through really mean comments or reckless behavior, towards people that provoke me as well as towards nice people, since I hate everyone just as much in that state..
side note, I'm diagnosed with bpd and turn into the exact opposite when I'm happy or in an enthusiastic mood. I just dont know which side defines my personality more.