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Peacefulness

Peacefulness

Member
Jan 6, 2020
18
Will your body still fight againts ctb at the very last moment? Or is it possible to feel peace right before because of your incredible pain?

Asking specifically for SN or maybe Nitrogen they seem most popular
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Hope I be in a lot of pain right before doing it. That will encourage me.
 
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enjoy

enjoy

Creature
Dec 20, 2019
337
in terms of survival instinct, yes.

you can numb survival instinct, though. then, you'll no longer be afraid. peace will replace fear.
 
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porfin1234

porfin1234

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
476
I think if I trick myself into believing I will be at peace and see my mom again I'll be ok.
Im sure it'll be terrifying but life is even scarier at this point.
 
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
Once you make peace with your decision and on the final day, you wouldn't have to fight back. You don't need to fight back anymore.
 
Peacefulness

Peacefulness

Member
Jan 6, 2020
18
Thanks for answers yall are nice. Hope we all find a truly peaceful exit. Got a couple that will do the trick.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
It really depends on where your mindset is at. Like many have said here, when you are set and confident in your decision it's really hard to be swayed mentally. But physically, the body will get into survival instinct mode. It will fight as the body is very resilient, but it's only for a few minutes... You'll know when your ready. It's okay to not be ready to take that step right now. There will be many opportunities in the future, and until then, we will be here for you. You are not alone in this, love.

May you find peace when your time arrives.
Sending you all of my love. :heart:
 
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Zoltiel

Zoltiel

We're asleep in life's waiting room
Jan 7, 2020
162
I expect my mind to fight back. But I just know that living any longer is not an option.
 

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