Venting Does the Recovery section make anyone else more suicidal?

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Even though I personally prefer to see people recover instead of posting Goodbye threads it makes me more depressed because I realize how much I failed even though I tried.

I know there is a function to block subforums, but there are still interesting threads.

Maybe I'm just weird.

 

[HopelessFight]

It makes sense to me, even though I'm not experiencing this myself. I wonder what our friends from Fixthe26 would think of that.

 

[chocolatebar]

I feel good for the people recovering themselves and I try to help, even tough I can't help myself, but I always afraid of giving some cliché advice and sound like a pro-lifer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not look at the recovery threads that much, but I am pleased for others I guess. I often cannot relate to them much.

 

[Bagger]

Not at all, in fact, it made me less suicidal.

 

[Pure]

It makes sense to me, even though I'm not experiencing this myself. I wonder what our friends from Fixthe26 would think of that.

"p*dophilic murder cultists rage at the idea of people recovering" or something stupid like that.

I personally will never be upset at other people recovering. Why would I wish the hellish existence of being alive but wanting and planning to ctb? I think life can be wonderful for people who are mentally healthy....I am not and I don't think it's possible for me. They've made their choices, I've made mine.

I don't check the recovery section for this reason. Just more suicide fuel to get a glimpse of something I could have had if my brain weren't broken.

 

[Mr2005]

Most of the posts that do that are in this section

 

[hʚll]

i rarely check that section. and when i do, it's weird. because i can't understand the concept of recovery. for me all is hopeless. and recovery feels like denial. but i'm happy if some people can find a way to suffer less without killing themselves.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

I also find it hard to look at that particular section because I know there will be no solutions for my incurable physical illness there. No amount or stoicism or mindfulness meditation will fix the damage that's been done to my body by disease.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

I never go there. Can't relate. Guess I'm addicted to melodrama and being the victim. Sorry.

 

[Ramirez]

I never go there. Can't relate. Guess I'm addicted to melodrama and being the victim. Sorry.

Aww. Sorry you feel like that.
No recovery section for me either. Fucked is fucked. Even on suicide discussions my shit is no goody...

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Aww. Sorry you feel like that.
No recovery section for me either. Fucked is fucked. Even on suicide discussions my shit is no goody...

Some can still change, but the desire to do so is integral to making that happen. Best of luck to those who want to.

 

[Lost Magic]

I have popped into the recovery section but it isn't for me. Still, I think it is fantastic that this forum has both sections because it provides a nice balance. In fact the pro lifers need to get a grip because there is a place on this site for recovery if one is able to do so.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I don't see pro-lifers on it just folks seeking positive instances of ways shit has helped and gotten better.

 

[motel rooms]

I am insanely jealous of people in recovery, but I'm way too smart to admit it

 

[Lost Magic]

I am insanely jealous of people in recovery, but I'm way too smart to admit it

Didn't you just inadvertently admit it though haha

 

[motel rooms]

Didn't you just inadvertently admit it though haha

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Holyshit my IQ is in terror and I have no idea what you are saying.. I honestly didn't understand shit of this bit. Animal gifs...omg...animals are in terror. I don;'t understand how people can exist when there is CHAOS.

 

[Anonymous_A]

Recovery sub on here?
Bruh, I've put that place on ignore….ain't got no time for that lol

 

[motel rooms]

Holyshit my IQ is in terror and I have no idea what you are saying.. I honestly didn't understand shit of this bit. Animal gifs...omg...animals are in terror. I don;'t understand how people can exist when there is CHAOS.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Boohooo all the time. So bad.