Always. I don't fall in love easily, not anymore, but when I do, even if it's not reciprocated, I can stick to it for years. Or because of it, cause I clearly, on some level, like to torture myself. I've been infatuated (let's call it what it is, cause it's not love) with the same person for years, a person that abandoned me when I was at the bottom and betrayed my friendship multiple times. Years and years wasted on somebody that would never love me back, so long that my heart can't tell anymore where love ends and hate begins.