
suffering
Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
- Aug 17, 2018
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Basically since the existential dread set in, my energy dropped dramatically, I feel sick and I move around like an old person.
I wonder if it's possible to develop a fatal disease just from this. Basically from feeling suicidal and leaving in isolation.
Like with the old couples when one dies and the other dies soon after. Basically they *know* it's over.
What if my body knows and there's a mechanism deep down that takes people like me out of the gene pool?
I wonder if it's possible to develop a fatal disease just from this. Basically from feeling suicidal and leaving in isolation.
Like with the old couples when one dies and the other dies soon after. Basically they *know* it's over.
What if my body knows and there's a mechanism deep down that takes people like me out of the gene pool?