Help Does anyone have access to a lab? Or sleeping pills?

[udontknow]

Is there anyone who works in a laboratory and has access to cyanide or any other toxins? Or Sleeping pills?

 

[eashanm]

I don't have access to cyanide on a usual basis but I ordered 50g from somewhere

 

[AbsurdCapybara]

I get excited every time I read someone has access to something to ctb, like I could be so lucky. It'd be extremely comforting to have something to go out without much physical pain because it'd make me unafraid to give all I have to try to live my best life vs feeling abject despair over not having a relatively peaceful way to ctb.

 

[udontknow]

I don't have access to cyanide on a usual basis but I ordered 50g from somewhere

Do you happen to remember where? Is it the real thing? I'm worried about getting something that is labeled cyanide and then isn't