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thedevilwithin
anima vestra
- Oct 4, 2023
- 136
i've lived through some very traumatic things and a lot of the time i do want to ctb. however, at times i do see the value of life and if my life had the right circumstances i do believe i could be happy. i'm not even talking about a lavish life with enormous amounts of money, just enough to be comfortable. id love a nice quiet home within nature, a partner, and a dog. sitting on my front porch admiring the beauty of the sky above, the tall trees, the sounds of birds chirping. it's so hard to explain this feeling but does anyone else understand? as i'm writing this it's sort of dawning on me that the root cause for me is society and people. the system that is our day to day "life" is what tears me into pieces.