I'm trying to cut ties with this online friend but the issue is he's a young teenage boy and he talks to me every single day. When I try to ignore him it's just so difficult because I know he is also very lonely and has few friends.I hate that I have let my guard down around him to where I told him about my mental issues, and now it would be so obvious what would've happened to me if I stopped relying to him. The worst part is the age difference. I don't know if it is because that is what young teens are like but the way he talks about me so positively, like I am somehow an amazing and talented person, and that I am his inspiration hurts me emotionally, I feel like if I did CTB, it would be the biggest fuck you in the face if I am still friends with him.. Leaving my mother, sibling and everyone else behind. I don't care, but a teenage boy that lives in a completely different country whom I have never met is keeping me here. Shit's crazy.