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pokerkitty
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- Apr 17, 2024
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When I talk to non-suicidal people, it seems that they all have this basic, fundamental will to live. It's something I don't know if I've ever felt.
My first serious attempt was at age 7. I recently found my first ever suicide note while cleaning out my childhood bedroom. Of course, it was baby's first suicide attempt, so all I did was swallow a bottle of Tylenol, which didn't do me any good.
Since then, I've been consistently attempting and self harming. Attempted maybe 5 times. Nearly succeeded last time, was stupid enough to tell my therapist and got committed.
Is this a common experience, to attempt at such a young age?
My first serious attempt was at age 7. I recently found my first ever suicide note while cleaning out my childhood bedroom. Of course, it was baby's first suicide attempt, so all I did was swallow a bottle of Tylenol, which didn't do me any good.
Since then, I've been consistently attempting and self harming. Attempted maybe 5 times. Nearly succeeded last time, was stupid enough to tell my therapist and got committed.
Is this a common experience, to attempt at such a young age?