Does anyone else just LOVE the idea of suicide?

[schizodefective]

I can't imagine going any other way. I want everyone to know I never wanted to fucking be here and there is absoloutely nothing they can do to stop me from leaving this shithole life.

 

[Holu]

Whether it be a comforting thought as an escape if things go wrong or simply just the craving for death, the idea of suicide will always hold a special place in my mind and heart.

I don't want to go out any other way. Let it be known that when I die, it will be at my own hands. Then I will finally have peace

 

[UtopianElephant]

Truthfully, I'm not sure. I appreciate your freethinking stance on this matter, but I think such a confident pro-exit view woulod be more warranted if suicide was largely destigmatized and we had a universal legal option to end our lives.

 

[rationaltake]

I don't LOVE the idea of all the things that could go wrong with a suicide attempt.

 

[outrider567]

I don't LOVE the idea of all the things that could go wrong with a suicide attempt.

Try Nitrogen

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, to me the idea of suicide is something that is ideal as anyway we are all destined for is death and I like the idea of taking control over my inevitable fate rather than waiting for factors that are out of my control to cause me to cease existing. And anyway I like what suicide represents which is choosing to prevent all future harm and suffering, I personally always view it as preferable to cease existing in a world where there is unlimited potential to be tormented. Life in itself undeniably is the true problem and I've also never wished to endure something so futile and awful as existing.

But for me the problem lies in the fact that this society is so anti suicide so therefore as a result suicide is purposely made as difficult as possible for us, with so many risks and complications associated with it. It's such a cruel punishment how we have to pay the price all because other people decided to so selfishly procreate, a peaceful way to exit the hell that is existence should be a human right.

 

[PoisonousPotato]

Try Nitrogen

isn't it expensive tho

 

[nopride86]

Truly I've always been enamored with the idea of taking your own life before indignity or suffering sets in.

Movies where people sacrifice themselves to help others who have a better shot at surviving, or stand proud when they know they're about to die in a situation….it gets me every time. I wish I had that type of resolve. Even if it's not a cinematic situation, I want to die on my own terms.

 

[outrider567]

I can't imagine going any other way. I want everyone to know I never wanted to fucking be here and there is absoloutely nothing they can do to stop me from leaving this shithole life.

isn't it expensive tho

Expensive? Yes--$300 for the tank, $200 for the flowmeter/regulator, $200 for the EEBD hood and tubing

 

[RhapsodyinBerserk]

At times as an idea yeah. But then I think about actually dying and I realize holy shit I might not be ready.

 

[Catastrofe]

If the question is if I love the idea of suicide, my answer is no. I honestly hate it.
At the beginning to have these kind of thoughts scared me very much, I have fought them and refuse them for long time.
Now I am at a diffrerent stage, I try to understand them and maybe accept them as a part of who I am. I am also trying to get to know more about it - this forum is helping me a lot with it. Since I have them, and they are still painful, the best I can do is trying to get to know more about the topic.

Still I would rather not having them, because they are a source of pain for me.
I feel I cannot committ to life, and this is pushing me back from trying to live.

It is a weird feeling.

 

[aliasblue.]

I can't imagine going any other way. I want everyone to know I never wanted to fucking be here and there is absoloutely nothing they can do to stop me from leaving this shithole life.

I 100% agree with you. Although I am a bit scared of suicide, I don't think I want my death to be by the hands of natural causes or accidents. The thought of being in control of my death makes me feel very much in control of myself. I dissociate a lot and I feel very out of touch with my body most of the time, but the thought of killing myself makes me feel in control of my body and mind. I love it. I feel like I am my own God.

 

[scamper]

I don't think it's necessarily the idea of suicide that I "love," but rather I love the idea of people living and dying on their own terms despite the world around them telling them they shouldn't.

 

[unnormal9]

Yes, the thought of eternal rest is comforting to me. I seek it only.

 

[Callie Arcale]

Definitely don't love the idea of suicide. The opposite, in fact.

I wanna die peacefully in my sleep, blissfully unaware of everything and everyone.

But seeing that life has been rather cruel to me, I don't expect I'll catch a break when it comes to dying. It'll probably be a sordid affair, full of tears, teeth-gnashing and hair-pulling.

 

[Redhat83]

Yea I can't say for sure when I'll do it maybe in a week, a month, a year 5 years 20 years idk but suicide is definitely how I want to go there just seems like something so empowering about taking your death into your own hands having that autonomy and power to choose wether you live and I'm comforted by this site knowing there are pain free methods available for when I decide it's my time

 

[born_carbon25]

Ironically it's one of the few things that keeps me going

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

lovely but also horrifying at the same time