Promortalistic4Life
Efilist
- May 29, 2020
- 47
Sry for the weird title but I know that a lot of suicidal folks are full of self-hate and feeling worthless so I was just curious wheter there are others here who, er, don't.
I used to feel like the biggest loser as a teen but those thoughts have thankfully completely vanished (a lotta reasons behind that. My perception of myself and others have changed, realizing that everyone is somehow a loser in certain aspects of life etc.). These days I'm feeling suicidal for totally different reasons. I only wonder what my reasons will be in the next few years if I manage to stick around for so long... proly ruminating over the collapse of our civilization into chaos and hoplessness xD
I used to feel like the biggest loser as a teen but those thoughts have thankfully completely vanished (a lotta reasons behind that. My perception of myself and others have changed, realizing that everyone is somehow a loser in certain aspects of life etc.). These days I'm feeling suicidal for totally different reasons. I only wonder what my reasons will be in the next few years if I manage to stick around for so long... proly ruminating over the collapse of our civilization into chaos and hoplessness xD