failedmind
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- Oct 31, 2024
- 57
I have PMDD and it makes me extremely suicidal.
I'm already very suicidal, but the two ish weeks before my period, I get so insanely suicidal that I wake up in the middle of the night almost every night in a complete panic that I can't CTB right that second (still in the process of getting SN and everything ready).
Its debilitating. I know I will most likely CTB during this time. It's like I have little to no SI because I just feel so ready to go.
Was just wondering if anyone else has this and if they relate.
I'm already very suicidal, but the two ish weeks before my period, I get so insanely suicidal that I wake up in the middle of the night almost every night in a complete panic that I can't CTB right that second (still in the process of getting SN and everything ready).
Its debilitating. I know I will most likely CTB during this time. It's like I have little to no SI because I just feel so ready to go.
Was just wondering if anyone else has this and if they relate.
