Nolan96
Mage
- Feb 12, 2022
- 506
It dawned on me that for me it's liquid, whatever that means.
These are the sorts of things I find myself thinking:
I feel slimy and dirty and like I can't wash myself clean
I feel like some kind of Lovecraftian amphibian-monster unwelcome in society
I feel like the air is thick and heavy and I can't breathe
I feel like I can't get to solid ground
I feel like I'm in a haze and I can't think straight
I feel phlegmatic and sickly
I feel stagnant
I feel like I'm simmering in bitterness and never come to a boil
I feel like I'm desperately trying to stay afloat
I feel like I'm drowning
I guess for me that's just the particular flavor of my misery.
Does anyone else find they have something like this?
These are the sorts of things I find myself thinking:
I feel slimy and dirty and like I can't wash myself clean
I feel like some kind of Lovecraftian amphibian-monster unwelcome in society
I feel like the air is thick and heavy and I can't breathe
I feel like I can't get to solid ground
I feel like I'm in a haze and I can't think straight
I feel phlegmatic and sickly
I feel stagnant
I feel like I'm simmering in bitterness and never come to a boil
I feel like I'm desperately trying to stay afloat
I feel like I'm drowning
I guess for me that's just the particular flavor of my misery.
Does anyone else find they have something like this?