Hunterer
Member
- May 13, 2024
- 65
I hate my appearance, my body, everything. I can hardly see beauty in myself, and I feel angry about the fact that we live in a world where people exalt beauty and an aesthetic body. Unfortunately, I was cursed with this body and this appearance. I have even been bullied because of it.
I wish I could find a partner, I already talked about it in a post here on the forum, but because I was born with horrible genetics, my chances are very low, so whenever I see couples or people flaunting beauty or an aesthetic and "perfect" body, I feel an absurd desire to die. So, yes, I admit that I envy people who were "blessed" in this way. I hate myself, I feel angry, I want to die, I really want to.
I wish I could find a partner, I already talked about it in a post here on the forum, but because I was born with horrible genetics, my chances are very low, so whenever I see couples or people flaunting beauty or an aesthetic and "perfect" body, I feel an absurd desire to die. So, yes, I admit that I envy people who were "blessed" in this way. I hate myself, I feel angry, I want to die, I really want to.