slamjoetry
Nobody likes you when you're 23
- Apr 19, 2024
- 48
So my life has been in a downward spiral for a long while now, both as a result of bad luck and poor decision-making. But thing is, a part of me enjoys it? It still makes me feel miserable but I also kinda feel good after self-destructive behavior. I don't know what this means, if it makes suicide feel more appealing, or if I'm just crazy, but yeah.